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Hi hello!

I’m Jess :) I'm 18, and welcome to my corner of the internet.

I have a face and sometimes I post photos that can be found if you click here!

Blackcurrant capri suns, musicals and acapella music are the way to my heart.
I like McFly, Glee, The Book of Mormon and Supernatural stupid amounts & Tom Fletcher and Darren Criss are my heroes.
You'll probably find me either outside a stage door, on a train, in London, or on a train down to London to stand outside a stage door.

If you ever need anyone to talk to, I am always here. Remember, you’re not alone.


Thanks for joining me in this wierd and wonderful place, be sure to say hi!


Loser(s) like me!


Top 2011 moments; Comedians.


I met Russell Howard this year after 8 failed attempts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not really alot more to say other than I looooove Russell :) I also saw Jack Whitehall and The Boy With Tape On His Face but I don’t have pictures with them, they were hilarious! I saw alot more comedians but I can’t remember them rn, lol bad person xoxoxo


My favourite Australian :3 I will never get over how kind and pure and funny and lovely this man is, even after 3 years of knowing him. Going to Hull to see him was one of the funniest weekends I’ve had and I don’t care if it sounds like I’m bragging, Tim remembering me and asking how I was and hugging me and stuff always astounds me. The fact that he still calls me sweetie after all of these years because he knows how much I like it still makes me grin. I really hope I can see him again next year.




This whole night still feels like some completely wierd, random dream or something. Jason always has and always will hold a special place in my heart. He was the person who kept me calm through the night that mum went missing and ever since then, he’s gone out of his way to make sure that I’ve been okay. The fact that he wrote my name without asking me it makes me want to die but u no~ I looooove Jason!

and then we have Chris Ramsey. I’d post a picture but we haven’t actually had one this year which is depressing but thats besides the point of this. I am so, so, so proud of everything he’s acchieved this year. I saw him once in March and then again in October and every time I see him I’m scared that I’m gonna annoy him. and every time he proves me wrong. The gig in Bradford with Tom & Lucy has to be one of the most surreal nights; being introduced to my favourite DJ by my favourite comedian as a friend was wierd. He puts up with me liveblogging glee on twitter & even laughs in my general direction when I liveblog tense mcfly situations, so he must be worth being friends with…
Its an absolute pleasure knowing Chris and his batshit Geordie ways and I only hope that 2012 brings so many more amazing opportunities for him because he deserves it.

I will always, always, always be a comedy girl. :)



Top 2011 moments; becoming best friends with Maaria.

Ohhhhh Maaria.
Even though you don’t live near, you’re one of my closest friends. It upsets me that we only get to see each other once every few months, but when we do see each other I’m usually in hysterics within about a minute. (remember that time you got ID’d for FHM, remember that time we re-enacted Klaine meeting, remember that time we made klaine bears etc…) You’ve never judged me for anything and I feel …idk, safe? I tell you this more or less every day but I am so thankful to call you a best friend. You just…. get it. Everything. Even if you have no clue what I’m going on about, you still try so damn hard to help and not many people have ever done that with me. You’re the person who will sit on the phone and listen to me cry when I’m upset and then in 5 seconds I’m laughing again. We saw Darren together. Like, that actually happened. I remember having a conversation this time last year with you when we were just starting to get close and we joked about how amazing it’d be if we could see Glee and Darren this year. and we actually did. like, that was a thing that happened. One of the things that made those days so amazing was being with you. At both gigs I ended up stood hugging you and crying and I don’t think many other people would have allowed me to do that~ One day we’ll live together and it will be glorious, but for now I’m just waiting for the next time I see you because I miss you!
You’re the Kurt to my Blaine, the Brittany to my Santana and I love you so, so, so much :) Here’s to 2012 and doing more stupid shit for Darren & being socially unnaceptable in public~



Top 2011 moments; Spending about 85% of it with these girls.

One of the highlights of this year was the days where we’d sit in and watch DVDs or we’d go to concerts or go out for meals. This lot have been my saving grace day in and day out and I will never be able to thank them enough for everything that they do for me without realizing it.



Top 2011 moments; Manchester Sopio Tournament.

Without a doubt one of the wierdest and most surreal days of my life. I’ve adored Alex for years now and every time I tried to meet him I failed & I’d kinda given up. and then in a whirlwind, I suddenly had. I’ve never been around a group of people that made me feel so at home before. I was playing a made up card game with my best friend and 100 other strangers and it was one of the best days I’d had in so long. and then walking around manchester afterwards and taking the mickey out of each other & discussing colour schemes with danny & mimicking each others accents & being able to have a proper conversation with Alex about things really, really made me happy & I’m so grateful that it all happened.



Top 2011 moments; meeting Caz & Lucy & “the OT4”.

To think that I didn’t even know Lucy at the beginning of this year is really wierd. These three are three of the most incredible people I know. After 4 years I FINALLY met Caz in October and I am SO glad that I finally have. Seeing Darren with Maaria and Lucy was what made it so incredible. I’m closer to these lot than I am to alot of people who live in Bradford, and it just shows that even though people live at the other end of the country, it doesn’t mean that they can’t be your best friends. I love you guys :)



Top 2011 moments; Prom.

I don’t have alot to say about this night other than it didn’t disappoint and i spent it with the people that I adore. :)



Top 2011 moments; finishing secondary school.

against alot of odds, I finished secondary school. It sounds silly but I’m really proud of myself. I possibly didn’t get the grades that I could have done if circumstances were different, but there were moments where I was so low and I’m proud to come out the other end. this academic year is alot different. I’m happier and I’m wanting to learn and I’m myself again.
I’m back. :)



Top 2011 moments; seeing Glee Live.

This was one of the wierdest, stressful, most emotional yet one of the happiest days of my life to date. I was with the people that I love watching the people that I love. It was obviously the first time i’d ever seen any of the cast, but the first time I’d ever seen Darren and I will never forget the moment I heard him say “good evening, Manchester!”. Also, yanno, chris’ hips…



Top 2011 moments; seeing Darren Criss in London and meeting Joe Walker.

Once again, I’ve written essays and essays. This will ALWAYS be my favourite gig, no matter what happens. Its been five months now and I still can’t quite believe that it happened. seeing one of my heroes with two of my best friends was absolutely incredible.



Top 2011 moments; meeting and seeing McFly.

as always, McFly come first. no question about that. I’ve been lucky enough this year to meet them twice and see them twice. I have written essays upon essays upon essays about how much these boys mean to me, so I don’t really need to say anything else other than these four own my heart and I love them.